PP#1B.4 – Update w/ curses

I will not play on CENSORED for at least a week (01/11/2011 – 06/11/2011) for site-related & site-specific tilt issues resulting in an already tilt-prone mind-set even before sessions.
I have problems w/ CENSORED's software (cumbersome), number of players playing at my level (not enough),  table player / flop seen % (too low), table animation (irritating), design (tiring to my eyes), (short) time left to think - I think that's all. Everything is cluttered, messed up, unclear and all the players seem to be regulars {regs}; I turn out to be the fish b/c nothing I do is good enough to fucking win (typical irrational tilt thinking).

I have free will. I do not have to play on CENSORED, or on any other site. I am free to do whatever the fuck I want. I do not even have to play poker. I must develop a fucking mental resilience.
I just don’t want to play on that site. I developed a paranoia, a fear, a negative anticipation of doom, an “I know it”, an “I can’t”, a self-fulfilling vision of self-sabotage even if I just think about playing on CENSORED. All these smaller rooms have a fucking poor software and shitty player base.

Study & Programming (2011.10.29)

Below is my Study & Programming {prog} plan / schedule and achievement list, kept independently from PPs as of today. Most probably I will completely or partially censor my prog plans, not to mention my actual program (most probably to be written in JAVA), b/c, well, I am pro-closed source when it comes to profitable (and entirely legal - no irony implied) ideas and b/c I am just a frugal, greedy fellow.

PP#1.4

Well well, number of tables played simultaneously {simul} and # of Hs just keep growing. Progressing towards my goals in a steadfast and diligent manner.

PP#1A.4

Duration: from 29/10/2011 (Sat) until I reach CENSORED = $116.18 in clean profit on CENSORED

Goal: to start and keep playing iff I am able to play my A-game && to continuously improve my A-game @ the fastest rate possible

Specs: IFF I am able to play my A-game && I have the necessary BR → 7 * 9 * 2 * 3 = 378 H/week (min. 9 H/day, max. 9 * 2 * 3 = 54 H/session) max. 2t playing (w/ constant table selection) 9M $0.02/$0.05 NLHE ns || fs @ CENSORED (5+ min.)

PP#1B.4

Duration: from 29/10/2011 (Sat) until I reach CENSORED = $114.44 in clean profit on CENSORED

Goal: to start and keep playing iff I am able to play my A-game && to continuously improve my A-game @ the fastest rate possible

Specs:  IFF I am able to play my A-game && I have the necessary BR → 7 * 9 * 2 * 3 = 378 H/week (min. 9 H/day, max. 9 * 2 * 3 = 54 H/session) max. 2t playing (w/ constant table selection) 9M $0.02/$0.04 NLHE ns || fs @ CENSORED (5+ min.)

PP#1A-B.4

BRM:

-  Step up / step down: when I reach my clean profit goal as stated in Duration / if my ΣBR falls under $30.00

-  BI rules: as written in the 1st (Basic) article of PS’s NLHE MSS

-  Session stops: when I am no longer able to play my A-game

Review & Analysis: jot down thoughts & feelings of hands of interest during play and analyse tilt situations right after the fact

Remark: Study and Programming Plans are to be separated from PPs as they run independently from them.

PP#1 - Week 2 (16/10/2011 - 22/10/2011)

Seriously is there any need for explanation? Numbers speak for themselves, ain't they? :)

PP#1.3

PP#1A.3

Duration: from 18/10/2011 (Tue) until I reach CENSORED = $118.54 in clean profit on CENSORED

Goal: to start and keep playing iff I am able to play my A-game && to continuously improve my A-game @ the fastest rate possible

Specs: IFF I am able to play my A-game && I have the necessary BR → 7 * 9 * 2 * 2 = 252 H/week (min. 9 H/day, max. 9 * 2 * 2 = 32 H/session) max. 2t playing (w/ constant table selection) 9M $0.02/$0.05  NLHE ns || fs @ CENSORED (5+ min.)

PP#1B.3

Duration: from 11/10/2011 (Tue) until I reach CENSORED = $116.45 in clean profit on CENSORED

Goal: to start and keep playing iff I am able to play my A-game && to continuously improve my A-game @ the fastest rate possible

Specs: IFF I am able to play my A-game && I have the necessary BR → 7 * 9 * 2 * 2 = 252 H/week (min. 9 H/day, max. 9 * 2 * 2 = 32 H/session) max. 2t playing (w/ constant table selection) 9M $0.02/$0.04 NLHE ns (having no name on CENSORED) || fs (called ‘speed’ on CENSORED) @ CENSORED (5+ min.) 

PP#1A-B.3

BRM:

-  Step up / step down: when I reach my clean profit goal as stated in Duration / if my ΣBR falls under $30.00

-  BI rules: as written in the 1st (Basic) article of PS’s NLHE MSS

-  Session stops: when I am no longer able to play my A-game

Review & Analysis: jot down thoughts & feelings of hands of interest during play and analyse tilt situations right after the fact

Study: 

-  Articles: extract and internalise 1 MSS article (2/2 Bronze + 1-4/4 Gold = 5 articles) / (3+4n)d and 1 Psychology & Didactics article / (2+4n)d (4-5/5 Basic + 1-2/14 Bronze = 4 articles)

-  Books: 1 page of "Kill Everyone (2nd edition)" by Lee Nelson, Tysen Streib and Steven Heston starting from p4 / (1+4n)d

-  Videos: extract and internalise 5 min. of 8FP2PE starting from 15:00 of Episode 1 / (4+4n)d

Programming: complete 9M $0.02/$0.05 NLHE CENSORED- and 9M $0.02/$0.04 CENSORED-specific HEM-integrated SSHC filtering program based on PS NLHE MSS SSHC in 7 * 4 – 3 - 7 = 18 days, or by 04/11/2011 (Fri)

A Change of Pace

Sigh... it is impossible for me to post my daily results regularly since doing all the necessary hassle takes too much time. Plus I have a lot of other things to do, to which I give higher priority. So for now I will only post my PPs and my weekly results.
I reckon that only after I made a usable poker hand history {HH} analyser program will I start posting posts of worthy content (H analysis, psychological {psych} considerations, statistics {stats}, strategies {strats}, etc.).
But I guarantee it will be well worth the wait.

PP#1 - Week 1 (08/10/2011 - 15/10/2011)

Along w/ my daily results I am going to post my weekly results as well (and then monthly and annual ones - could have you guessed? If you did so, then you won yourself this luxury mansion in Potomac worth $10,000,000.00. Now go and enjoy it fool!). So where was I...? I do so not because {b/c} I am profit-oriented, but b/c I like to keep track of where I stand. No great business can do without {w/out} diligent accounting, right Mr Madoff? If happen to be Mr Madoff, then you won yourself this nice prison cell. Yeah, my reaction time to news is pretty darn slow :)

Explanation of abbs: #d = day number (continues the next week)